my 20 birthday wishes.

Dear Lord, this is my first time writing a letter to you. I usually reach you through 'prayer' but since I havent been writing letters for a long time, let me write one for You.

Dear Lord, I thank you for this wonderful one year you have awarded me. This year I have experienceed so much, I have felt disappoinment, failure, hardship and sadness. I experienced shock, joy and happiness. I experienced everything.

Within a year, so many things have changed. I started a new life. I met new friends. I found 'second' family, i found new bestfriends. I am thankful :)

Within a year, i have also met something called 'pain'. The shock of my result and SG university stuff, the shock of grandma.. I am still thankful :')

So here is a list of wishes, well, shall not call it 'wishes' since it sounded very demanding.

#1
I hope for everyone around me whom i love will always be blessed. Parents, family, friends, they are all important to me. Bless them so they are always safe and sound.

#2
Thank you for getting me to FKUPH. Might not be the best uni in the country, might not be the best uni compared to Singapore's standard, but i am grateful. Hopefully my results are always satisfactory. God, guide me so i always get desired results :)

#3
God, i hope i can be a better person. I am too childish and my heart still is filled with anger and jealousy. I hope you can change me to someone who is more patient and caring.

#4
i hope all my family problems got solved soon..

#5
bless dad's business, so that he will always be blessed for he is the sole breadwinner in the family..

#6
bless brother, sister and their loved ones. May they get married happily with people who love them more than anything in this world.

#7
bless my UPH administration stuff. i know, with You, there is nothing to be fearful of.

#8
i hope for the best for my future. Help me find i job that fits me well.

#9
bless Indonesia, God, we have sinned too much, please forgive us. bless all Indonesians.

#10-#19
i might be saving this wishes for other not really important stuff. :p

#20
someone whom i can love and love me back. A person who can share my happiness and sadness with.